Growing Pains, AKA, the New Normal

In my last post, I discussed allowing myself to be thrown off kilter by a "Scrooge" after having an otherwise very balanced day. Subsequent to that post, "Scrooge" apologized for being grouchy, and I, likewise, took ownership of my grumpy reaction.

All was very copacetic with the person in question for awhile, but things took a turn for the worse again last night.

I wasn't expecting this, it being Christmas and all.

What happened to "Silent Night" with all being calm and bright?

My evening was more like "strident night, all is wild, all's a blight."

Ho, ho ho.

The thing is, I'm getting tired of the vicissitudes. The rolling back and forth with the waves of other people's dispositions and moods.

I crave equanimity in my own spirit.

And I claim it.

But how? 

After many years in a 12-step program, and even more years in God's boot camp, I'm coming to the realization that, if things are to going to change, the change must begin with me. 

If I'm to break the cycle of reacting and overreacting, grousing and apologizing, expecting and being disappointed - well, then, it's up to me to step off the hamster wheel. To "let the dervishes whirl," as it were. 

I guess I'm a slow learner.

There's a nice little reading in one of the Al-Anon pieces of literature that describes the process of letting go. Of allowing the other person in a relationship to choose his own attitudes and responses and decisions, and not holding him responsible for mine.

I'm thinking this makes a lot of sense.

Long before Al-Anon came along, a smart guy named James, inspired by the Holy Spirit, offered some similar advice:

2 My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, 

3 knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. 4 But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing. 5 If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. 6 But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind. 7 For let not that man suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; 8 he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways...

19 So then, my beloved brethren, let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath; 

20 for the wrath of man does not produce the righteousness of God...

26 If anyone among you thinks he is religious, and does not bridle his tongue but deceives his own heart, this one’s religion is useless...

7 Therefore submit to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you. 8 Draw near to God and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded.

The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much. 

~ excerpts from The Book of James, found in The Bible, 

which consistently tops bestseller lists, despite efforts to eradicate its impact

So, I guess I’ve got some work to do.

But at least I’m in excellent company.

Shadowing the Master

Yesterday was another fine day.

All but the ending, that is.

My priorities were solid. Spent time with the Lord and the body of Christ in prayer and worship. Did what needed to be done, but in the right order. Put Jesus and family first.

But I allowed a "Scrooge" to shake my serenity at the end of the day.

Why does there always have to be a Scrooge stomping around and making everybody miserable?

Maybe for the same reason Caesar and Herod threw their weight around during the first Christmas celebration.

The former did his best to keep Christ's homeland under oppression and taxation that could have ruined day to day life for His parents, had they allowed it. But instead they continued with their lives, preparing for the business of marriage and family building, with the understanding that a sovereign God was in control and in charge of their futures, present circumstances notwithstanding.

The latter took things a step further, using all the resources at his disposal in an effort to make sure the Savior never got a chance to do what He came to earth to do.

Both thugs used their respective power in such a way that kept Jesus's family on the go and even on the run.

Talk about "Bah, Humbug."

Think donkey travel (or foot travel, as some suggest would have been faster because of the ass's reputation for stubbornness) in the final months of pregnancy.

Yours truly spent a few hours on a train and a plane in my ninth month, which gave new meaning to the word "misery." I can only imagine the fun expectant Mary enjoyed on the back of a brute beast (or trekking on pregnancy-swollen feet) for days on end.

Think midnight flight to another country with a toddler, on pain of death.

True, He was the Son of God, but still.

The Bible says a servant is no greater than his master. So why should I expect my Christmas to be all glittery and magical when His was full of disadvantage and death threats?

Kind of puts things in a different perspective.

"Most assuredly, I say to you, a servant is not greater than his master; nor is he who is sent greater than he who sent him."  

-  John: 13:16

Wrapped Up in the Wrapping

Yesterday was a fine day.

I taught Bible study in the morning. While it wasn't my finest hour (I'm finding that sermons, no matter how inspiring when one is sitting in the pew, don't always translate well into group lessons), it did reflect my refusal to curtail the important in favor of the urgent.

Next, I did a few pressing chores (after all, Christmas is only a few days away), then went home and took a nap next to the Christmas tree. This seemingly dispensable activity comes under the category of what my brother-in-law once told my toddler nephew while filling his tiny mouth with a pacifier: "Here, Brian, don't forget your personality."

Never mind that unwrapped gifts are clogging every nook and cranny of my bedroom; this small concession to sanity is worth its weight in the gold those wise men brought to the Baby in Bethlehem (who, incidentally, also knew when to shake the world off His shoulders for a few hours).

Mental stability: one. Gift wrapping: zip.

A visit from my son, Aaron, his wife, Elise, and their newly-walking son, Luca (who just happens to be the only Christmas present I'll ever need), rounded out the day. Had I yielded to the urge to make stuffing and wrap gifts while they were here, I might have missed the opportunity to have an important talk with my kids, cook a meal with my daughter-in-law (whom I affectionately call my "labor-less" daughter, because she's just that wonderful), and witness my grandson climbing steps for the first time ever.

Family memories: one. Gift wrapping: still zip.

After they left, I puttered in the kitchen, trying to get a jump on the food I've promised for family gatherings over the next few days. I also checked in with a sick sister, as well as a dear friend who recently lost her mom.

Putting others at the top of the list: one. Gift wrapping: well, you know.

OK, true confessions time. I lost sight of the important while waiting for dishes to cool enough to stash in the fridge. Eschewing the leg and hip exercises which help my middle-aged body stay "oiled," for lack of a better word, I sat down with the TV remote and indulged in holiday nonsense till midnight. We're not talking classics like Scrooge and It's a Wonderful Life, either; this was modern drivel which I finally turned off after realizing I neither knew nor cared whether the star-crossed lovers would get back together for Christmas, yet I had allowed them to suck up precious time that my health and family deserved first crack at.

Holiday to do list: one. Gift wrapping, health and well-being: forget it.

I'm not beating myself up. A little down time is OK on vacation, and I give myself credit for ditching the show that was costing me sleep and serenity. But I do need to get back on track if I'm going to avoid feeling lousy in the new year because I prioritized poorly over Christmas.

In short, my goal over the next week is to bask in the glorious trimmings that accompany this magical time of year, while still making time for the day to day grunt work that enables me to enjoy it in the first place.

Bottom line: I hope to remain focused on the swaddle-wrapped Babe, as opposed to the wrappings the trash men will collect on December 26th.

For more like this, check out:

Thea, Thea 

Grinch Pinch

Jesus Christ, the Same Yesterday, Today, and December 26th

Low Branches

Unstoppable

Yesterday as I drove to work on my usual route, something unusual stopped me in my tracks.

Literally.

I pulled the car over to make sure I was seeing what I thought I was seeing.

Sure enough, it was one of those Christmas inflatables - the kind my sister can't stand and is always threatening to take out with a BB gun.

If you knew my sister, you'd know she'd never take out a squirrel, let alone a harmless Christmas decoration. She just likes pretending to be tough.

But someone or something did destroy this humble lawn ornament, which lay crumpled in someone's trash.

Now, this wasn't just any inflatable. I had never seen one like it, and it held particular meaning for me each morning as I passed by because it stood out in the sea of commercialism and secularism that has overtaken the greatest miracle ever known to man - divinity stooping down to earth to save humanity from itself.

I speak, of course, of the birth of Christ. The inflatable that made me catch my breath each morning, reminding me of the true meaning of Christmas, depicted the Nativity scene.

It was pretty simple - just parents and Baby in their humble surroundings - but Amazon prices it at over $100.

As if one could put a price on the Incarnation.

Now, it's entirely likely that the thing was old and weather-beaten and couldn't withstand another Christmas out in the cold. It's also possible, in our increasingly hostile world which is increasingly hostile to all things sacred, that some piteous person took out his or her aggression on this symbol of redemption.

Either way, as the Grinch found out, it won't keep Christmas from coming.

Puncturing plastic won't halt the impact of what happened 2,000 years ago any more than the removal of tinsel and trees and toys could thwart what the Who's down in Whoville were singing about in Dr. Seuss's classic tale.

Christ came. He lives even after unenlightened hearts tried to stop His unstoppable one. He reigns, despite much evidence to the contrary, even as our fallen world slips ever further into madness and mayhem.

He asks only that we do our part to remind others of these facts, and that we remain faithful to His call on our lives.

After many months of allowing my pen to sit idle, herein lies my attempt to do just that.

Works Consulted for Belabored

Sorry, readers. This document isn't going to win any beauty contests. It didn't transfer very well from my Word document. Still, I wanted you to have it as a resource, and to know that I thoroughly researched the information presented in Belabored. I hope you find it useful.

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               health risks associated with abortion was published September 1, 2011 in 

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             examines twenty-two major studies published between 1995 and 2009 involving 

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             account all the mental health problems studied—anxiety, depression, alcohol 

              use/misuse, marijuana use and all suicidal behaviors—here is what this 

             rigorous analysis found: Women who have had an abortion have an 81% 

            higher risk of subsequent mental health problems compared to women who have 

             not had an abortion.Women who aborted have a 138% higher risk of mental 

             health problems compared to women who have given birth.Women who 

            aborted have a 55% higher risk of mental health problems compared to women 

             with an “unplanned” pregnancy who gave birth.Women with a history 

            of abortion have higher rates of anxiety (34% higher), depression (37%), 

            alcohol use/misuse (110%), marijuana use (230%), and suicidal behavior 

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Chapters 21,23,25,27,29. 

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locations, such as public restrooms or trash receptacles. Beginning in Texas in 1999,

‘Baby Moses laws’ or infant safe haven laws have been enacted as an incentive for

mothers in crisis to safely relinquish their babies to designated locations where the babies

are protected and provided with medical care until a permanent home is found. Safe

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"Hydrocephalus Stories." Prenatal Partners for Life. Prenatal Partners for Life, 2014. Web. 28 Feb. 2015. Testimonies of parents of children with special needs, including hydrocephalus & spina bifida, who ignored doctors' advice to terminate pregnancy. 

"Infant Safe Haven Laws." State Statutes. Washington, D.C.: U.S. Department of Health and Human Services, Children's Bureau, 2013. 54-55. Child Welfare Information Gateway. Web. 29 Mar. 2015. <https://www.childwelfare.gov/pubPDFs/safehaven.pdf#page=7&view=Summaries of State Laws>. PDF file on state "Moses laws" whereby parents can place infants into the custody of health care provider or other agent instead of abandoning unwanted children. Receiving party is granted immunity against liability. Child becomes ward of the state and is often placed for adoption.

Jerman, Jenna, et al. “Characteristics of U.S. Abortion Patients in 2014 and Changes Since 2008.” Guttmacher Institute, Guttmacher Institute, May 2016, www.guttmacher.org/sites/default/files/report_pdf/characteristics-us-abortion-patients-2014.pdf. 13 Aug. 2018. PDF presenting statistics that over 50% of women having a religious affiliation have had abortions.

Johnson, Abby. Amnion Crisis Pregnancy Center's 31st Annual Fundraising Banquet. Paxon Hollow Country Club, Media, PA. 7 Nov. 2014. Speech. From the invitation: "The Board of Directors of Amnion Crisis Pregnancy Center invites you to attend Amnion's 31st Annual Fundraising Banquet. Our guest speaker is Abby Johnson. Abby, a former Planned Parenthood leader and author of "Unplanned" will walk you through her heart-changing journey to becoming a powerful advocate for life. Attendees will also hear an Amnion client testimony and will receive an update on Amnion's services and vision for the future."

Johnson, Abby, and Cindy Lambert. Unplanned: The Dramatic True Story of a Former Planned Parenthood Leader's Eye-Opening Journey Across the Life Line. Carol Stream: Tyndale House, 2010. Print. Story of Abby Johnson's rise to become director of a Planned Parenthood clinic, followed by her change of heart to become a pro-life champion.

"Joni and Friends International Disability Center." Joni and Friends International Disability Center. Joni and Friends, 2016. Web. 1 May 2016. <http://www.joniandfriends.org/>. Joni Eareckson Tada's biography and mission to minister to people with disabilities and their families/friends.

Kellett, Mary. E-mail interview. 8 Feb. 2016. Mary responded to my call to Prenatal Partners for Life, an organization which assists parents who receive adverse prenatal diagnoses. Mary describes her own experience with giving birth to a special needs child who lived 6 1/2 years in http://www.prenatalpartnersforlife.org/TouchingOurHearts/PeterKellett.pdf.

Lack, Evonne. "Water Breaking: What it Feels Like." BabyCenter. BabyCenter, LLC, 2015. Web. 21 Feb. 2015. <http://www.babycenter.com/0_water-breaking-what-it-feels-like_10339934.bc>. Description of water breaking during delivery.

Lowry, Lois. The Giver. Boston: Houghton Mifflin, 1993. Print. Dystopian novel referenced by several main characters in Belabored.

Main, Douglas. "450 Dead Babies Found in Athenian Well Shed Light on Ancient Greeks." Newsweek 10 Jan. 2015: n. pag. Newsweek. Web. 17 Apr. 2016. <http://www.newsweek.com/2015/06/19/discovery-dead-infants-athenian-well-sheds-light-ancient-greek-society-341681.html>. "This latest work adds to those disturbing discoveries, building a case that, at the time, if a baby died, its body was discarded, not properly interred. This is because Greek babies, like those in Rome, weren’t considered full individuals until a special ceremony about a week to 10 days after birth, Rotroff explains. During this event, at which time the child was given his or her name, the head of the household (almost always the father) decided whether or not to rear the child. He could determine to not raise the baby for several reasons—for example, in the case of some type of deformity, or if the family was too big, or if the mother was unmarried. Sometimes, an unwanted baby would be left out in a public place in the hopes that it would be adopted. It wasn’t unusual for such children to be raised as slaves."

Mayo Clinic Staff. "Diseases and Conditions: Premature Birth Complications." Mayo Clinic. Mayo Clinic, 27 Nov. 2014. Web. 9 Feb. 2015. <http://www.mayoclinic.org/>. Results of premature birth, including cerebral palsy.

McElhinney, Ann and Phelim McAleer. Gosnell: The Untold Story of America’s Most Prolific Serial Killer. Washington: Regnery, 2017. Print. Two investigative journalists tell the story of the unsanitary conditions and illegal activities in Dr. Kermit Gosnell’s Philadelphia abortion clinic.

Merrell, Richard. "Womb or Tomb?" 2012. PoemHunter.com. N.p.: n.p., 2012. N. pag. PoemHunter.com. Web. 6 June 2015. <http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/womb-or-tomb-2/>. Merrell's poem, which inspired the dialogue in chapter 17 of Belabored:

"God's purpose for the womb

Is to produce a new life

That man and woman might multiply

The husband and his wife.

But in man's own wickedness

A new use for the womb; 

Evil supporters of abortion cry

'At last a tomb! '"

Metzgar, Jayme. "Abortion Is The New Slavery." The Federalist 13 Aug. 2015: n. pag. Print. Three point analysis of similarities between justification and repercussions of slavery and abortion:

"Problem 1: It Deepens Our Hypocrisy about the Humanity of the Unborn; Problem 2: It Reveals the Inherent Violence and Cruelty of Abortion; Problem 3: It Ingrains a Need for Abortion in Our Way of Life."

Mundy, Liza. "Too Much to Carry?" Washington Post [Washington] 20 May 2007: n. pag. Print. Excerpted from Mundy's book, Everything Conceivable: How Assisted Reproduction Is Changing Men, Women, and the World, published by Alfred A. Knopf. Exposé on fetal reduction in higher order pregnancies.

My Story of Planned Parenthood, Pain, and Redemption. By Dena Berry. YouTube. YouTube, 8 Aug. 2015. Web. 14 Aug. 2015. <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WyPaiGRd4Z8&feature=youtu.be>. One woman's post-abortion experience.

Padawer, Ruth. "The Two-Minus-One Pregnancy." New York Times [New York] 10 Aug. 2011, Magazine: 1-7. The New York Times. Web. 11 June 2014. <http://www.nytimes.com/2011/08/14/magazine/the-two-minus-one-pregnancy.html>. Ethical dilemma of reducing a twin pregnancy to a singleton. Examines the artificiality of fertility treatment, thus rendering reduction "just another choice".

"Partial-Birth Abortion Ban Act." National Committee for a Human Life Amendment. National Committee for a Human Life Amendment, 2007. Web. 11 June 2014. <http://www.nchla.org/datasource/idocuments/5PBABriefPg11c.07.pdf>. Description of PB abortion: I. Background II. Partial-Birth Abortion Ban Act of 2003III. Executive Action IV. Court Challenges

Piper, John. “‘I Had an Abortion.’” Desiring God, Desiring God, 14 July 2017, www.desiringgod.org/interviews/i-had-an-abortion. Pastor John Piper offers comfort and counsel to post-abortive women who feel they have lost God's grace and the right to worship in church. 13 Aug. 2018.

Planned Parenthood EXPOSED! Caught On Hidden Camera Selling Body Parts Of Aborted Babies. Prod. Centerformedicalprogress.org. You Tube. You Tube, 15 July 2015. Web. 25 July 2015. <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zyhz8Zjm1i0>. Footage of Dr. Deborah Nucatola, Senior Director of Medical Services, Planned Parenthood Federation of America, discussing sale of fetal body parts.

"Pregnancy Ultrasound." Medline Plus. Bethesda: U.S. National Library of Medicine National Institutes of Health, 2014. Medline Plus. Web. 11 June 2014. <http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/003778.htm>. How preg U/S is done; prep; results; how & why; risks.

"Pregnancy: Your Baby's First Hours of Life." Womenshealth.gov. Office of Women's Health, U.S. Department of Health and Human Services, 27 Sept. 2010. Web. 21 Feb. 2015. <http://www.womenshealth.gov/pregnancy/childbirth-beyond/baby-first-hours.html>. Description of events immediately following delivery.

"Prenatal Form and Function – The Making of an Earth Suit." The Endowment for Human Development. The Endowment for Human Development, Inc., n.d. Web. 11 June 2014. <http://www.ehd.org/dev_article_unit4.php>. "Only 3 weeks and 1 day after fertilization - the heart begins to beat. By 4 weeks, the heart typically beats between 105 and 121 times per minute."

Prenatal Hydrocephalus. San Francisco: Hydrocephalus Association, 2002. Print. 14-page online booklet re: in utero hydrocephalus.

Reardon, David C., PhD. "Rape, Incest, and Abortion: Searching Beyond the Myths." 

The Post-Abortion Review 2.Winter (1994): n. pag. Web. 4 Aug. 2016. <http://www.abortionfacts.com/reardon/ rape-incest-and-abortion-searching-beyond-the-myths>.

"...many women report that their abortions felt like a degrading and brutal form of medical rape.[2] This association between abortion and rape is not 

hard to understand. Abortion involves a painful examination of a woman's sexual organs by a masked stranger who is invading her body. Once she is on the operating table, she loses control over her body. If she protests and asks for the abortionist to stop, she will likely be ignored or told: "It's too late to change your mind. This is what you wanted. We have to finish now." And while she lies there tense and helpless, the life hidden within her is literally sucked out of her womb. The difference? In a sexual rape, a woman is robbed of her purity; in this medical rape she is robbed of her maternity... Second, research shows that after any abortion, it is common for women to experience guilt, depression, feelings of being "dirty," resentment of men, and lowered self-esteem. What is most significant is that these feelings are identical to what women typically 

feel after rape. Abortion, then, only adds to and accentuates the traumatic feelings associated with sexual assault. Rather than easing the psychological burdens of the sexual assault victim, abortion adds to them... The case against abortion of incest pregnancies is even 

stronger. Studies show that incest victims rarely ever voluntarily agree to an abortion.[4] Instead of viewing the pregnancy as unwanted, the incest victim is more likely to see the pregnancy as a way out of the incestuous relationship because the birth of her child will expose the 

sexual activity. She is also likely to see in her pregnancy the hope of bearing a child with whom she can establish a true loving relationship, one far different than the exploitive relationship in which she has been trapped. But while the incest victim may treasure her pregnancy because 

 it offers her hope of release, and the hope of finding a nurturing love, her pregnancy is a threat to the exploiter. It is also a threat to the pathological secrecy which may envelop other members of the family who are afraid to acknowledge that the abuse is occurring. Because of this dual 

 threat, the victim may be coerced into an unwanted abortion by both the abuser and other family members." 

 "Restoring Hope for a Child with Hydrocephalus." World Pediatric Project. World Pediatric Project, 2014. Web. 28 Feb. 2015. <http://www.worldpediatricproject.org/hydrocephalus>. Prognosis and secondary conditions associated with hydrocephalus.

Robock, Karen. "Waterworks: What to Expect When Your Water Breaks." Today's Parent Dec. 2013: 79. Today's Parent. Web. 22 Mar. 2015. <http://www.todaysparent.com/tag/december-2013/>. Description of water breaking during delivery.

Rodrigues de Oliveira, Armando Tadeu. Celine Dion & Andrea Bocelli - The Prayer (O Orador) Ano da Música-1999 - LEGENDADO. YouTube. YouTube, 7 Oct. 2012. Web. 9 July 2015. <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dcbSQOaNH0>. The Prayer (Live At Central Park, New York/2011).

Rovner, Julie. "'Partial-Birth Abortion:' Separating Fact from Spin." npr. NPR, 21 Feb. 2006. Web. 11 June 2014. <http://www.npr.org/2006/02/21/5168163/partial-birth-abortion-separating-fact-from-spin>. History of and justification for partial birth abortions, AKA, D&X abortions. Frequency numbers from Guttmacher Institute. Contrast w/more common D&E abortions (typical?).

"Safe Haven." Safe Haven. PA Department of Human Services, n.d. Web. 15 Feb. 2015. <http://www.secretsafe.org/>. Info on no questions asked drop off of babies less than 28 days old to hospitals or police stations.

Saletan, William. "After-Birth Abortion: The Pro-choice Case for Infanticide." Slate 12 Mar. 2012: n. pag. Slate. Web. 28 Mar. 2015. <http://www.slate.com/articles/health_and_science/human_nature/2012/03/after_birth_abortion_the_pro_choice_case_for_infanticide_.html>. Analysis of Journal of Medical Ethics article by Alberto Giubilini and Francesca Minerva in which they propose the concept of post-birth abortion.

Schaeffer, Francis A. A Christian Manifesto. Hovel Audio ed. Wheaton: Crossway Books, 2006. Print. Exploration of Judeo-Christian world view vs. secular humanism. Roots of secular humanism and how its growth has impacted modern sociological and legal thinking and decisions.

Schorr, Andrew. "Interview with Dr. Sonia Bonifacio: Preventing Brain Damage in Newborns." USCF Benioff Children's Hospital San Francisco. University of California San Francisco, Jan. 2012. Web. 28 Mar. 2015. <http://www.ucsfbenioffchildrens.org/education/interview_bonifacio_preventing_brain_damage_in_newborns/index.html>. "Hear a Patient Power interview with Dr. Sonia Bonifacio, a neonatologist who specializes in the treatment of critically ill and premature newborns, and Kelsey Dimitropoulos, whose son Luke was born without a heartbeat. Luke was revived and transferred to UCSF Benioff Children's Hospital where he received hypothermia treatment, using a cooling blanket, to bring down his core temperature and prevent brain damage" (synopsis quoted from website).

Seligson, Hannah. "Data Murky on Fertility Rates." New York Times [New York] 28 Apr. 2014: n. pag. NYTimes.com. Web. 11 June 2014. <http://well.blogs.nytimes.com/2014/04/28/data-murky-on-fertility-rates/>. CDC and Society for Assisted Reproductive Technologies live birth records; compares IVF cycles to actual births; cost of IVF and age of women undergoing fertility treatment; contrasts pregnancies vs. live births; cottage industry that allows couples to shop for fertility clinics for a small fee. Fertility is BIG BUSINESS!

The Silent Scream Complete Version. Narr. Bernard N. Nathanson, M.D. American Portrait Films, 1984. Film. Former abortionist and founding member of NARAL, Bernard N. Nathanson, M.D., narrates ultrasound abortion procedure. Describes his role in abortion industry and how he came to believe abortion is murder.

Singer, Peter. “FAQ.” Peter Singer, Peter Singer, www.petersinger.info/faq/. 10 Aug. 2018.

Information quoted from Singer’s website; referenced by Tanya in her statement to the District Attorney in chapter 57: “I use the term "person" to refer to a being who is capable of anticipating the future, of having wants and desires for the future… Newborn human babies have no sense of their own existence over time. Bentham pointed out that infanticide does not make anyone fearful that they will be killed, because by the time one learns of it, one is no longer an infant. So killing a newborn baby is never equivalent to killing a person.  That doesn’t mean that it is not almost always a terrible thing to do.  It is, but that is because most infants are loved and cherished by their parents, and to kill an infant is usually to do a great wrong to its parents.

“Sometimes, perhaps because the baby has a serious disability, parents think it better that their newborn infant should die. Many doctors will accept their wishes, to the extent of not giving the baby life-supporting medical treatment.  That will often ensure that the baby dies.  My view is different from this, only to the extent that if a decision is taken, by the parents and doctors, that it is better that a baby should die, I believe it should be possible to carry out that decision, not only by withholding or withdrawing life-support – which can lead to the baby dying slowly from dehydration or from an infection - but also by taking active steps to end the baby’s life swiftly and humanely.”

 "Spartan Weapons." Ancient Military.com. AncientMilitary.com, 2011. Web. 18 Feb. 2015. <http://www.ancientmilitary.com/>. Description and drawings of Spartan soldiers and weapons.

Speltz, Cynthia. Interview. 14 Aug. 2016. Phone interview with Cindy Speltz, 

          who, along with her daughter, Jennifer Maas, have shared their story on 

         EWTN. Cindy was sexually assaulted in 1974, became pregnant with Jenni, but 

         chose to continue her pregnancy and raise her daughter. Both are strong 

         advocates for choosing life, regardless of how life was conceived.  

"Spina Bifida Fact Sheet." National Institute of Neurological Disorders and Stroke. Bethesda: National Institutes of Health, 2013. N. pag. National Institute of Neurological Disorders and Stroke. Web. 11 June 2014. <http://www.noodletools.com/noodlebib/cite.php?ADD=Reference%20Source>. Spina Bifida: types, causes, signs and symptoms, complications, diagnosis, treatment, prevention, prognosis, research.

Sprigg, Peter. "New Study On Homosexual Parents Tops All Previous Research." 

           Family Research Council. Family Research Council, n.d. Web. 8 July 2016. 

          <http://www.frc.org/issuebrief/ 

          new-study-on-homosexual-parents-tops-all-previous-research>. Peter 

          Sprigg, Senior Fellow for Policy Studies at FRC, analyzes study 

          released by Mark Regnerus of the University of Texas in 2012. 

         Sprigg summarizes:"In a historic study of children raised by homosexual 

         parents, sociologist Mark Regnerus of the University of Texas at Austin has 

         overturned the conventional academic wisdom that such children suffer no 

        disadvantages when compared to children raised by their married mother and 

       father. Just published in the journal Social Science Research,[1] 

       the most careful, rigorous, and methodologically sound study ever conducted 

      on this issue found numerous and significant differences between these 

      groups--with the outcomes for children of homosexuals rated "suboptimal" 

      (Regnerus' word) in almost every category."   

Storck, Susan, MD, FACOG, David Zieve, MD, MHA, and Bethanne Black. "Amniocentesis." Medline Plus. Bethesda: U.S. National Library of Medicine, 2014. Medline Plus. Web. 11 June 2014. <http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/003921.htm>. Amniocentesis: how and why; prep for; results; risks.

Tate, Tammy, RN, LCPC. Gift of a Lifetime. Colorado Springs: Tammy Tate, RN, LCPC, 2010.

            Brochure. Print. When parents receive a fatal pre-birth diagnosis, perinatal hospice

 program can prepare the family to grieve and assist with funeral.

Transvaginal Fetal Reduction in a Quadruplet Pregnancy with 1 Sac Containing a Monochorionic Diamniotic Twin. By Sevellaraja Supermaniam. YouTube. N.p., 13 June 2010. Web. 11 June 2014. Ultrasound with narration and music of a fetal reduction.

Twice Born: Stories from the Special Delivery Unit. PBS, 2015. Film. Interviews with fetal surgeons at CHOP, and live footage of surgical interventions to correct birth defects antenatally.

"UNC Fetal Care: Spina Bifida." UNC School of Medicine. University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill School of Medicine, 2015. Web. 17 June 2015. <http://www.med.unc.edu/fetalcare/conditions-we-care-for/spina-bifida>. Diagnosis, delivery and postpartum care of spina bifida infants.

V., Jeanine. "AAP Car Seat Safety Guidelines for 2014." thelittledabbler. Jeanine V., 18 Apr. 2013. Web. 11 June 2014. <http://thelittledabbler.com/2013/04/18/aap-car-seat-safety-guidelines-for-2013/>. AAP Car Seat Safety Guidelines for 2014

"Ventriculomegaly and Hydrocephaly." Texas Fetal Center. Children's Memorial Hermann Hospital, 2014. Web. 11 June 2014. <http://childrens.memorialhermann.org/conditions/ventriculomegaly-and-hydrocephaly/>. Enlargement of brain ventricles due to hydrocephalus. Delivery, birth and outcomes.

Wetzstein, Cheryl. "Gay Couples’ Children Oppose Same-sex Marriage, Tell of 

     Unpleasant Upbringings." http://www.washingtontimes.com/news/2015/jan/8/ 

     gay-couples-children-oppose-same-sex-marriage-tell/. Washington Times, 

     8 Jan. 2015. Web. 8 July 2016. <http://www.washingtontimes.com/news/2015/ 

     jan/8/gay-couples-children-oppose-same-sex-marriage-tell/>. Pros and 

     cons of gay marriage debate. Adult children of gay parents weigh in on both 

     sides of the debate. 

Whitehead, Mary Beth. "A Surrogate Mother Describes Her Change of Heart—and Her Fight to Keep the Baby Two Families Love." People 20 Oct. 1986: n. pag. Print. MB Whitehead's account of carrying and refusing to give up "Baby M".

Wilkinson, Cheryl, and Paul Wilkinson. E-mail interview. 28 May 2015. Husband and wife's experiences with several open domestic adoptions.

Willis, Pastor Dave. “7 things to do when your kids disappoint you.” Patheos, Dave Willis,

26 May 2015. Web. 20 July 20, 2018.

< http://www.patheos.com/blogs/davewillis/7-things-to-do-when-your-kids-disappoint-you/>.

Blog article containing the quote introducing chapter 47 of Belabored.

 XxxAlmixxx. Unassisted Freebirth of Maribel Lee. YouTube. YouTube, 9 June 2012. Web. 7 Mar. 2015. <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RwXud1hfI4>. Actual birth on toilet. Inappropriate for youngsters.

"Your Growing Belly and Baby: A Timeline Through Pregnancy." WebMD. Ed. Nivin Todd, MD, FACOG. N.p.: n.p., 2012. N. pag. WebMD. Web. 11 June 2014. <http://www.webmd.com/baby/interactive-pregnancy-tool-fetal-development>. Timeline and photographs of fetal development.

Walsh, George Ethelbert. Twilight Animal Series: Washer the Raccoon. Philadelphia: John C. Winston Co., 1922. Print. Bedtime story Tanya’s grandfather told her when she was a little girl.