Today, January 16, 2016, Pastor Saeed Abedini and several
other American detainees were released from Iranian captivity. A deal was cut
between our country and Iran – a prisoner exchange – which is not the way I
would have done it if I were making decisions, but I’m not and so be it.
Regardless of how it was accomplished, this is a direct
answer to prayer. My friend, Tina, and I have been praying and fasting over
this matter for months now. Others have been praying just as hard, and
organizations like the American Center for Law and Justice have been
petitioning and demanding his release for years.
A friend’s son slipped into eternity last night. He must
have felt imprisoned in his own skin, and chose to end a life of pain and agony.
I empathize with this young man because the cold fingers of despair have
gripped my heart at various low points in my life, luring me to yield to the same
unthinkable temptation. But for the grace of God, my loved ones might still be
mourning a desperate decision based on circumstances that got oh so much better
just because someone convinced me to hang in there.
Shackles. That’s what held both these sufferers captive. Visible
or not, tangible or not, these fetters eat into the skin and infect the victim’s insides with rot
and disease. In Saeed’s case, physical confinement held an American citizen
hostage for over three years; in the latter situation, a despondent teen
succumbed to whatever mental torture drove him to a desperate, irreversible
act.
My soul wants to rejoice with Saeed, even as it mourns with
my friend. More importantly, my spirit wants to cry out to others who are in
captivity not to give up before the miracle. The miracle may be a dramatic, life
changing improvement - an unshackling, if you will. It may show up as clouds that shape themselves into
an angel or a cross. It may be nothing more than a sunrise breaking over a new day, providing opportunity to better one’s circumstances.
Or it may be something a Jewish carpenter did two millennia ago
that people are still talking about today.
No matter what form the unshackling takes, it’s worth waiting for.
“God found Gideon in a hole. He found Joseph in a prison.
He found Daniel in a lion’s den.
He has a curious habit of showing up in the midst of trouble,
not the absence.
Where the world sees failure, God sees future.
Next time you feel unqualified to be used by God remember this,
he tends to recruit from the pit, not the pedestal.” - Jon Acuff
not the absence.
A postscript: I know a young person who was upset over his grandmother's passing. He was so distraught that it occurred to him to take his own life so he could go and join her. A wise counselor advised him, since he was still young and had barely begun his life, a better plan would be to honor her by "living a little extra for Grandma."